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4 years ago

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We saw your sweet face for the first time

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and our lives have never been the same since.

Love you baby!

China…always

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Yes, I have, still, again, always, China in my mind. Today is not so much about the child to come, maybe, one day, if this long wait finishes, but about my beautiful daughter already here with us. Today is about her country that we made her leave. Today is about the amazing people who cared for her for 10 months. Today is about her foster mom that we don’t even know by name or picture and who loved her for so many days and nights, 8 months. Today is about a woman and maybe a man, surely in a village close by, who decided that after trying for 2 months they could not do it anymore, and despite all their love, their pride, their willingness, chose to give their daughter another chance…Her chance, our happiness, our dream, our everything.

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My heart and my eyes cry for China today. I feel guilty often to have this beautiful daughter kissing me every morning, when I know her Chinese Mom might be still trying to remember the last kiss she gave her before leaving her 4 years ago. These mix feelings of lost and found, sadness and happiness will always be with me.

Tonight we will light 2 candles with Ms M: one for her Chinese Mom, one for her Chinese Dad. That these little lights warm up their hearts, that they can feel she is fine, she is loved and will always be…

1 year…

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we are logged in in China…and no hope to go meet mei mei or di di before at least 3 years if nothing changes!